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IN HER OWN WORDS
I am a sexual assault survivor. That sentence has been the most difficult sentence I have ever uttered in my life. It’s not the words that cut me as much as the shame that comes with them. For many years, and still to this day, it has been utterly terrifying for me to admit that I had experienced an assault. But I have. The pain and trauma that comes with sexual assault can be different for everyone. For me, my best defense was denial. Or humor. It turns out both of those are normal. At least according to my therapist, and she has a lot of degrees, so I am inclined to trust her judgement.
It has only been recently that I have felt the powerful urge to share this with the world. It has literally been bursting from me with an intensity that can only be described as profound. Those that know me will tell you that it would be easier to get my social security number out of me, let alone an admission such as this. But, guess what denial gets you? It gets you pain, depression, and feelings of hopelessness. And my friend, I am done with that shit. So, I thought now would be a perfect time to come out to the world, and tell my truth. The Jane Valiante Series, starting with the debut novel, The Maverick is my way of doing just that. Many of these stories are either inspired by my own experiences or those of others that have entrusted me to tell their stories.
Through these books I hope to find the catharsis and the peace I have been searching for. But, for now I will settle for the release I already feel for finally talking about a subject that none of us should ever feel ashamed to talk about. Our truths, our stories, our pain, our love, our dreams, our fears, they are all what makes us who we are. And, I am damn tired of hiding that. So, come along with me as I open up my heart to the world and let it all flow out. Let’s begin. -Jen V.